Meh First blog... heh heh.

"I refuse to join any organization that's prepared to have me as a member."
~Groucho Marx
So hows that to start off my first blog? I thought I'd put that in there. You like? You better... *laughs* just kidding.

So I'm not really good at this sorta thing because I've never really done it before... I kinda tried it before but it sucked so I'm starting anew!!

Okay Hi!
My real name won't be revealed. For those of you who know who I am, if you're going to comment or whatever, don't say my name. My pen name is Jessica Hamilton but DO NOT call me Jessica. I go by Jess when online.
Okay so first off, I want to thank whoever decided to actually read my blog for reading.
Second off, I'd like to say that I'm just going to blog about really random things and all that jazz.

So...

Okay so a little about me...
I'm a girl who is very unusual. I don't have millions of friends and I don't care that I'm really not all that popular. My very close friends know not to get me really peeved at them when we're talking in person because I am known to react violently to stupid things.
I live in the country, and I love it. I hate the city with my entire being. If I ever have to live in the city, I think I'll go insane! All those noises keep me up at night!! When I sleep at my grandmother's sometimes, I usually don't fall asleep for hours because of all the lights and honking and sirens and everything. Even suburbs are hard for me to handle, but I'd survive in a suburb.
I live in SoCal(Southern California, United States of America), and I've been to L.A., but never Hollywood. And I really don't care to, except I would like to see the Hollywood sign and the walk of fame, but other than that I really have no desire to go to a smog and graffiti filled city where I can't breathe or hear anything.
My favorite TV show is Sonny With A Chance(SWAC). The reason I like SWAC is because it, unlike all the other things on Disney, is actually funny. SWAC is, as far as I'm concerned, the best TV show Disney has ever made. It would be a dream come true for me to go to a SWAC filming and meet the cast. I'd love that so much!!
Anyways, I'm going into high school next year, so wish me luck. I'll need lots of it seeing as I'm going to a public high school and I've been home schooled since I was in 4th grade.
I went to regular school 1-3rd and I was home schooled K, and 4-8th. I'm in 8th right now. So next year I'm going to my local high school back to people I haven't seen since I was 8.

...and to be honest I'm a little freaked out. And scared. But don't tell anybody.

I know I'll do fine because I always make a lot of friends. Now I know I said earlier that I don't have many, and that's true. Technically what I just said about always making tons of friends isn't true. The thing is I get along with almost everybody at one point or another. Like people tell me that I can never say that I hate everything about someone. There's always something I like no matter how much I hate the person. I'm the person who everybody gets along with in the beginning and then a few end up not liking me and I end up with 10 good friends and 1,000 people I am acquainted with and get along with.

Another thing about me is that I'm very good at hiding when I dislike somebody. There's this girl I know who lives down the road from me who gets on my nerves so badly. She doesn't know this because, do to her unfortunate mixed up family and awful life, I refuse to tell her because she has no friends other than me. That doesn't mean I LIKE talking to her though... that just means she doesn't know I don't like talking to her.

I love acting. I also love directing. I really want to be an actress, but I'm not even going to try because I don't want to be famous. I wish there was some way I could be an actress and not be famous. But I don't like to think about it because when I imagine me acting, I get this feeling in my gut that is very unpleasant. So lets get off this subject.

I want a horse. I love riding, and I've been told I'm very good at it. I want a horse so I can ride everyday without having to go to the ranch to ride. The ranch is an hour away and I really don't like having to drive a mile just to ride.

One thing that most people don't know about me is that I am excellent at the piano(not my words people tell me this all the time so I'm going along with it). I don't talk about it though because it comes naturally. I find that things that I accomplish that were hard, I talk about. If it's easy, I don't say anything which is why most people don't know I play piano. There is a catch though.
I don't read music. I didn't say that I can't because I can, I just choose not to because I hate it. It takes me a really long time to read a piece of music. You see I don't read it, I just get music so I can have the chords. I know all the chords and as long as I know the tune to a piece and have the chords I can play it.

Mostly though, I play by ear. I don't even need chords. I just hear something then I figure it out and prefect it. That's just how I am.

I have decided that I'm going to try to blog everyday weather or not people follow me just because it's a good way to vent(seeing as I only have two friends I can vent to and know I'm not annoying them with my problems, that they actually care about what I have to say).

Okay well in Chad Dylan Cooper's words;

Peace Out Sukaas!

Jessica Elizabeth Hamilton